just when ya think....

just when ya think you have it all figured out .... Almost 40 years on this earth and I'm still trying to get it right. I question my job, my family, and now a few of my friends ... This sounds more harsh than it is ... I have a good job, although so very challenging. My family loves me but those I use to be able to call for help no longer answer and those I never thought cared are knocking on my door ... crazy. A friend I thought was close, turned out not to be ... and another 'friend' may be more. I know the unknown keeps life exciting ... and most of the time I'm ok with that ... but sometimes, late at night, when I'm left all alone with only my thoughts... i wish i knew the end before i had to find my way thru the beginning....