1460 days = 4 years
and yet it seems like only yesterday.
I found myself at the hospital yesterday... and the smell of the hand soap still sends me into a tailspin. I can not believe how the unique scent still catches me off guard and sends me back to those crazy months you were there....
I brought you pink flowers today... I hope they brightened your day. I miss you like crazy... whoever said time heals all wounds was obviously a liar. It's been 4 years and I'm still searching for a way to let you go...
I think of you often, every day, several times a day. There are still times I reach for the phone to call you... and remember I can not. There are times when I wish for you to be here so hard I forget to breathe.
I hope you have found peace, I hope that whisper in the wind is you watching over us, I hope you know how much I will always love you!
