today

Today...

I weeded the garden ... I planted the flowers... I fixed the sprinklers... I painted ... I cleaned ... such a busy day and yet I could not stop the the many thoughts that filled my head.

While I realize that life is a great adventure, I wonder what what it would be like for once to know the end before the beginning. Everything we do, each decision we make, ultimately creates now. Sometimes now is a great place and other times now can be difficult ... if we knew the end would we still choose the path? Or is the journey truly what it's about? Getting from there to here we share ourselves with those along the way ... we learn from them and we teach them ... and we take the best of what we find and intertwine it with the best of us that already exists ... thus helping us grow, helping us be better, making us who we are.

I wish I knew how to share my deepest thoughts, my wildest dreams, my dearest hopes ...

but wishes are only wishes ... and reality is now.

Tomorrow is a new day, tomorrow I will be stronger, tomorrow I will brave .... tomorrow is only a day away....