Mixed Signal

Ugggg!  I don't understand why it it so hard for people to just say what they want/feel/think!  Stop being coy and clever.  Just say it it plain English words.  The more simply stated the better!

We all  know actions speak louder than words... and even those seem to send a mixed signal.

I must confess I am starting to see that a lot of this is me.  I seem to choose the more difficult road - ALWAYS!  Now I know what you are thinking ... as we all have read from Robert Frost it is admirable to take the road less traveled.  But I don't think he meant we should always look for the impossible one full of road blocks and thistle that seem to rip and sting to the very soul!

I knew it would be a long shot.  The odds were definitely not in my favor and yet I went - I practically ran toward it anyway.  I then I sit and wonder why I seem to be getting further away and not closer.  I know I should cut my losses and find another path.  I just don't know how to let go of the small thread of hope that it could be something really great!