Can you hear me?

I called out your name today ... did you hear me?

I asked for your help, but there was no answer. So much is changing so very fast ... how do I know if I'm making the right choices, making the right decisions?

Have you noticed how much I seem to rock the boat in my own life? Why must I change everything at one time ... instead of just one thing at a time?

I wish you could tell me all I'm doing wrong and all I'm doing right. I wish a lot of things, but I know not all wishes can come true.

I know you fly with angels and I feel you with me everyday .... I wish I had told you how special you were, before you were gone.